Dear old friend - Ashlyn

whenever i'm down

lost in the sound of the voices in my head 

wishing i was dead

you'd be my friend 

someone once said

losing a true friend

hurts worse then losing a fake love 

only now do i know what they meant 

watching the sunrise 

wishing i could just apologize 

but you believe my heart is full of lies 

tears fall down from my eyes

i'm sorry i hurt you; 

i know not the smartest person person alive

i never thought our friendship would end

ever since i met you my life started to bend 

but you soon became the popular trend 

i wish you needed me 

maybe then our friendship wouldn't be lost at sea 

i loved you like I've never loved any other friend, you see 

i would have given the world for you 

isn't that what real friends do

when you left me i became so blue 

the black hole of emptiness inside me grew 

were never going to be friends again are we

i know its because of what you think of me

you filled my life with so much glee

i'm sorry you think our friendship wasn't meant to be

i'm sorry for all those things i said 

i'm sorry that i want to be dead

i'm sorry for all those things i did 

all those times i brought you down

all those time i made you frown 

you turned my life upside down

i'm thankful i ever got to be your friend

i'm sorry that it had to end.